Dysphoria

by Termina

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seVen I was immediately hooked, a lot of creativity and obviously just straight brutal music, highly recommend.
103peanut
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103peanut I was expecting you guys to give us all a mind blowing record and you sure as hell succeeded! I absolutely love how much effort was clearly put into this heavy album and I'll definitely stick around for future releases! 💪🔥 Favorite track: Suffocate.
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This album is definitely up their with the greats guys, wow... just wow 👏 bravo guys, fucking aced it. The riffs are fantastic and varied, and Andy has now become my top Metalcore vocalist. Thanks for the amazing music guys, hope you eventually make another record and continue on as a band!
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foobymaster This album is a total masterpiece. 100% banger front to back. Everything you could want in a metal album. Catchy hooks, heavy, ripping solos and the most brutal breakdowns. Favorite track: Miharu.
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1.
Fade Away 03:11
I feel the eyes of death They gaze upon me every night The bed where I once slept Becomes the cell I’m trapped inside I see what others can’t Beyond illusion, horrors thrive Never a helping hand Through the contusions, I survive I hear your screams through the walls Echoes of your misery ring out in the halls I’ll keep you shackled in pain Pleading for your freedom, but you’ll never escape Fade away There’s no one left beside you to withstand (the fire) I find no solace in the claims you make to circumvent An empty promise that you’d never be this way again Speak my name Through emptiness, I am your only friend (a liar) Fulfill a prophecy created under false pretense Webs of dishonesty spun only for your benefit And if you thought you were safe, you were mistaken This is a prison of your own creation I cry out into the void A silent confession, but no one believes me Tied to a life I’ve destroyed These violent transgressions left no one to grieve me I hear your screams through the walls Echoes of your misery ring out in the halls I’ll keep you shackled in pain Pleading for your freedom, but you’ll never escape Fade away There’s no one left beside you to withstand (the fire) I find no solace in the claims you make to circumvent An empty promise that you’d never be this way again Speak my name Through emptiness, I am your only friend (a liar) Fulfill a prophecy created under false pretense Webs of dishonesty spun only for your benefit I feel the eyes of death Taking hold With all the secrets that I have kept Taking hold Manifestation of my regrets
2.
The Abyss 03:39
It’s time to show me your worth Are you with me, or are you against me? We’re not the salt of the earth But you’ve been thirsting for something you can’t see Follow me into the abyss Embrace who you are inside And we could have everything That we ever wanted So show me your worth The salt of the earth Just shut your eyes, I know you’re terrified Let me take your pain away And though you’ve tried, you couldn’t say goodbye We both know that you’ll stay Right here is where you wanna be Your greatest desire Nothing could ever set you free Keep chasing that fire Follow me into the abyss Embrace who you are inside And we could have everything That we ever wanted Come with me, our souls ascending Now this dream is never-ending Gracefully, we slip into lovely decay Young and free, with nothing to stand in our way Can you feel your spirit mending In this dream that’s never-ending? Follow me into the abyss Embrace who you are inside And we could have everything That we ever wanted
3.
Blood Echo 04:14
Once given a message To rise from the wreckage They say that the author Is dead in the water The beasts of our darkest nights Are coming to life They’re cutting into our spines And twisting the knife Plagues falling from the sky Pull the wool over my eyes Slaves to a dying light Without the courage to fight A violent reckoning The silence deafening Hide from the storm, under the floor A prisoner of war Becoming deformed from all of the thorns Nothing to live for Never more, your body is worn A story so forlorn, but no life to mourn The fabric’s torn Losing your grip, a sinking ship As you drown in it The water within soaks into the skin Just like every sin you commit There’s no medicine to cure all your ailments So open up and give in Plagues falling from the sky Pull the wool over my eyes Slaves to a dying light Without the courage to fight Once given a message To rise from the wreckage They say that the author Is dead in the water No, no hope for us Sacrificing the human race for your personal gain Taking away everything that makes us feel alive We are servants to the hive Slaving away Until we decay Fade into nothingness Just to be replaced Plagues falling from the sky Pull the wool over my eyes Slaves to a dying light Without the courage to fucking fight
4.
Suffocate 03:47
You can run it back again, but I know how this story ends If it seems I’m on the mend, I promise you it’s just pretend And every time I tell myself I’ve had enough I realize I’m not the man I thought I was Still worshipping a poison that is killing me A losing game that I have no intentions of winning Suffocate, with dreams I will burn (Cause it’s all I’m worth) Watch me throw away the lessons I’ve learned When will I ever learn? Running from myself has always been the first tactic Dealing with tragic occurrences internalized Cutting the ties in the blink of an eye I’ll try to rationalize everything I fucked up Even though all the blame is in my name I’ve got nothing to gain from admitting to myself and everyone else I made a mistake I can never take back In a war that I can’t win with such a clever medicine It’s so easy to forget, so just run it back again Every time I tell myself, “enough” I’m lying But this is what I deserve Suffocate, with dreams I will burn (Cause it’s all I’m worth) Watch me throw away the lessons I’ve learned
5.
Lucid 03:54
I tell myself it isn’t real Open my eyes, but I still feel Please wake up This isn’t real Come to find I’m not asleep Terrified, I toss and turn in a bed of horrors designed for me Treading in my most vivid fears, a debt paid to nullify the pain I’ve caused From the depths of my mind You can’t hear my cries Am I still alive? Trying to find a way out of my head Something deep inside me won’t let this end Now the current pulls me deeper in And I’m sinking through the floor Faster than the naked eye could recognize I am consumed Why am I forced to relive this trauma again and again? Time to pull the fucking plug and put me to rest From the depths of my mind You can’t hear my cries Am I still alive? Cold I’m paralyzed Let me out of my own mind I’m trapped inside Suffocating Consciousness treading underwater I cannot reach the surface There’s no escape From the intruder Vestibular motor Falling for eternity There’s nothing left of me now Nothing left of me now From the depths of my mind You can’t hear my cries Am I still alive? Far from reality Now my eyes have seen The truth in a dream Suffering, save me from this nightmare Lucid dream, please let me be Free from this agony
6.
I’m awakened with fire burning in my eyes I’m pulled from the surface, their curses fill up the skies Memories of my own death running through my head Resurrected by hatred to torment again I’m no longer human Time is now corrupt and mislead Lies come to fruition A servant of death Blood strewn as far as my eyes can see My body’s moving on its own, reaping malady Consumed by demonic possession I’m reduced to a tool of aggression Now violence is my only intention To silence life in every direction Agony Fallacy cultivates tragedy Rendering casualties Now look at what I’ve become An instrument of doom and destruction A shell of what I once was A vessel fueled by dysphoria Guided by the sounds of human suffering and discontent Nothing but the taste of blood will quench this desire Torn out of a shallow grave to feast upon the innocent Risen from the dead to pay the debts of a liar Bow to your new ruler Down to the regime of the dead Now begin transfusion I am born again Flesh searing Scorch the earth Sacrificed by the bloodline for my rebirth Drain the light from the sky Praying for salvation that will never come Sinking into my dysphoria Consumed by demonic possession I’m reduced to a tool of aggression Now violence is my only intention To silence life in every direction Agony Fallacy cultivates tragedy Rendering casualties
7.
Miharu 03:29
Go In this room, we rot like prisoners Waiting for death to welcome us There are no visitors, nobody leaves here Alone in this world Nothing to fill that gaping hole in your self-worth Hollow, starved for affection Wallow in your reflection I catch myself praying to no one Messages that will never be returned To expect more is absurd Within the abstract, there is no love to give You signed the contract, now you must live with it Alone in this world Nothing to fill that gaping hole in your self-worth No home, no return Rotting away, you’ve lost control. There’s no answer. Sorrow, casting the first stone Swallowed into the unknown You knew what this was, I am not the one You choose to deceive yourself again and again When you fall, I hold out my hand, but only for so long A love, so honest and pure, buried and gone Why can’t you see that my heart is empty? Try to break free, still your spirit tempts me
8.
All the flowers are withering And the river is slowly drying up Moving forward forever and ever On a path that does not stretch far enough A finite elixir Seeping through all the cracks of a fragile cups Becoming disfigured A hollow shell of what once was I never thought I’d end up like this Been trying to cherish the love that I have But it never seems to last There is a quiet illness we can never cure A thief in the night that feeds on your life And nothing satisfies its appetite I’ve tried to bring back the memories But they’re locked away I’ve tried to I retrace my footsteps But they’re not the same Feel the night growing colder Close your eyes, and it’s over I never thought I’d end up like this Been trying to cherish the love that I have But it never seems to last I’m looking back at all that I’ve missed Still longing for moments I’ll never get back To re-live eras of the past
9.
Sometimes I chase the stars into the night sky And I can see everything Twilight imbues the air as it unwinds time and space From the galaxy All of creation was held in place Until no traces of life remained I’ve spent my whole life searching And I’ve found nothing No room for love in this life Cast aside everybody A twisted moral compass Guides me in circles Desolate specter of the damned, lost forever Why? Every venture another dead end Tell another lie to myself Begging, praying for absolution Of mortality If my convictions can’t be replaced Then this existence was all in vain I’ve spent my whole life searching And I’ve found nothing No room for love in this life Cast aside everybody A twisted moral compass Guides me in circles Desolate specter of the damned, lost forever Leave me With my misery Wandering endlessly Forever searching Finding nothing
10.
Moribund 03:48
I woke up today, my body ablaze Stood out in the rain, to put out flames But it burns me the same It burns me the same Barely alive, I fear there’s nothing left to save So many times I’ve tried to throw it all away I choke on the air, the doctors don’t care Caught up in despair, I whisper a prayer But nobody’s there But nobody’s there Barely alive, I fear there’s nothing left to save So many times I’ve tried to throw it all away Just let me throw it all away, cause there’s nothing to save I’m tired of running from fate with a foot in the grave So bury me in my shame Allow me to die in vain, and don’t remember my name Don’t remember my name
11.
Welcome to the edge of time Rise, open your eyes and breathe in High above the nexus of deception Ties that bind the stories we live Lies fed through a prophecy of bullshit Access the energy locked inside yourself Become the catalyst of revolution in this hopeless world Powers unlike anything you’ve ever felt Stand at the gates of freedom, punishing us for crimes of their own I’m tired of acting like there’s nothing wrong They divide out of spite, we play along And all the while our courage rots away Only left with ourselves to blame Phantom, watch over me Lend me the courage to weather the storm Grant me the strength to reach my final form Oh my god, I never thought this would be my demise Holding the spark of forever inside As I am standing at the edge of time I’m tired of acting like there’s nothing wrong They divide out of spite, we play along And all the while our courage rots away Only left with ourselves to blame I’m sick of singing all these broken songs Can’t deny, I’ve been blind, but now I’m strong And I will live to fight another day While the devil decides your fate Tear my soul apart I will never Forfeit the spark of forever inside Open your eyes and breathe in every fragment of hope you can find Your prophecy of lies will not protect you at the edge of time

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released April 9, 2021

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Termina Toronto, Ontario

Termina is a modern metal project started by Andy Cizek and Nik Nocturnal.
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